Tuesday, May 20, 2008

nothing to write about . . . or is it everything?

I've been struggling recently with the blogging, saying I have nothing to write about. It just hit me that the reality is just the opposite - I have too much to write about, it's hard to filter.

School - We're taking End of Grade tests this week. The police came today, which - though it had little to do with me - is disconcerting, and something was stolen from my classroom. How disappointing! I had planned an encouraging, 'build-each-other-up!' activity, only to use the materials in a 'write what you know about the situation' way.

Africa - I bought wellies online to bring me cheer as I wade through the rainy season. I wore them to school once . . . but then it didn't rain! Tell me how an 85% chance of thunderstorms can become sunny blue skies!? I looked foolish. I've been to both of my grandparents' churches . . . giving little talks to the congregations. A new experience, the first of many times, I think! I make pretend packing lists in my head at every opportunity. I wait anxiously for news of what I will teach and where I will live.


Life - driving to the beach, concerts in NoDa, staying up late on a school night (!) to watch movies, barbecues, Cinco de Mayo, dentists and doctors, podiatrists and optometrists, laundry and grading and dinner planning, Zumba and pilates and afternoon runs . . . I keep busy enough. I've stumbled across some alone time recently of a quality sort - yesterday running the greenway off of Tryon . . . an unseen path tucked between Tryon and 85, running in the shade along the creek. A blissful moment. Today there was a thunderous rainstorm, complete with hail and a standstill on the highway, but I made it home at last, only to sit on the porch for the better part of an hour. I was completely mesmerized by the rain. It felt great just to sit and give my thoughts free reign for a bit. I highly recommend it.

That's it for now, just the ramblings of a busy teacher planning a move around the world.

1 comment:

Kerry Russell said...

Reading that made made me pooly at work...it's just such an "erica" post! I'm glad you do have stuff to write about and hope you will in Africa too so I know what's going on in your life!
And... by the way LOVE that you're using some of your precious luggage space for wellies!